The moment I came into my college，I realized there is a big challenge in front of me. I had to face up to such a tragic fact，at the same time ,I was loaded with a huge number of tasks and all kinds of expectation,So,In the next two years,I worked hard，endeavored to be outstanding.The power that pushes me forward is the faith in my heart"I need a brilliant future!" Actually this is also what everyone around me thinks.
But reality seems cruel.Hard work did not always turn to be harvest.There are so many unfair things.Depression take over of me.I feel rather blue.
Once I thought I am strong,powerful,as if nothing I can't handle .Suddenly, I came to know how weak I am.
Sometimes,when I was tired,despairing,I even said to myself "OK,I quit,let it be!I can't defy my destiny"But when I calm down,I know this is not a clever idea. Brave man don't do this.Then I return to my way again.you know,this is not some kind of hesitation. I just want a break, a rest.
Now,Wangxiang'left makes me determined.What I have to do is just holding on.Since so many people keep a faith on me,I should not let them down.